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I got a new name .. dont expect a different Lj tho... click this << that is the new journal
If i was a serial killer i would be Albert Fish
Albert Fish was a masochistic, pedophile obsessed with religious themes such as sin, sacrifice, and redemption through pain. It is believed that he would force his own children to beat him with a nail studded paddle until he bled. He would also stick nails underneath his finger nails,into his groin, his scrotum and his anus. He forced himself to eat feces and would stick alcohol soaked cotton balls up his anus and set them on fire.
Fish believed that God wanted him to castrate boys, which he would do over the course of many years, finally to be caught for kidnapping, murdering and eating a 10 year old girl. Fish claims to have molested over four hundred children. Police charged him with eight but suspect him on fifteen.
Kill count: unconfirmed
What kind of serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!
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Albert Fish was a masochistic, pedophile obsessed with religious themes such as sin, sacrifice, and redemption through pain. It is believed that he would force his own children to beat him with a nail studded paddle until he bled. He would also stick nails underneath his finger nails,into his groin, his scrotum and his anus. He forced himself to eat feces and would stick alcohol soaked cotton balls up his anus and set them on fire.
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Fish believed that God wanted him to castrate boys, which he would do over the course of many years, finally to be caught for kidnapping, murdering and eating a 10 year old girl. Fish claims to have molested over four hundred children. Police charged him with eight but suspect him on fifteen.
Kill count: unconfirmed
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[15 Jul 2005|06:35pm] |
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sorry that i havent updated in a while .... besides i dont think that, that many ppl really read it ne ways .... i went to visit my mom ... my uncle bruce died :( i really miss him.. i am over megans right now ..
P.S. (if you read my lj comment and put your name) pleeees
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[25 Jun 2005|01:32pm] |
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"The Tide"
And there's three, count 'em three
Children playing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's biting her lip
As she watches the waves turn white at the tip
And there's Vada
Radiating with joy
And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy
And lastly there's Dave
His hair dances in the wind
And he's wondering what love is
And why it has to end
And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
And there's three, count 'em three
Children growing on the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
There's Veronica
She's licking her lips
As she waits for her real, first passionate kiss
And there's Vada
Can't admit her jealousy
Of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)
Lastly there's Dave
Still sitting on the dock
Ponders his life, and he skips his rocks
And he wonders when his father will return
But he's not coming back
And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
His mother whispers quietly...
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard (forget everything)
And there's three, count 'em three
Children missing from the beach
They were eager to learn,
To be taught and to teach
But the sad thing
Is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen
Due to neglect from their mother
Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father
She didn't even notice, or pay much attention
As the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean
Now all her advice, it seems useless
No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now
-Spill Canvas
nothing is new.. i have been at lex's all this week. I should be home sometime this weekend.
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[19 Jun 2005|11:23am] |
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High SchOOl :::: *Loara High School
Musical InspiratiOns :::: *Julie Andrews and "The SOund Of Music" & The Annie sOundtrack
Just A Girl :::: *Gwen wrOte this because her father wOuldnt let her gO see TOny. When she was On stage perfOrming that sOng she gOt all the girls to scream: "fuck yOu, I;m a Girl"
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Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"
Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.
img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1112529985_zB_revenge.JPG" border="0" alt="Revenge killer">
You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.
Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Take the quiz: "What is ur hottest body part? (ladies only)"
All of it
ya im hot as hell, let me suck ur cock now!
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| `Ox_GWEN_STEFANI_xO` |
[17 Jun 2005|06:50pm] |
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Birthdate :::: *OctOber 3rd, 1969
Place of Birth :::: *Orange COunty, California
Parents :::: *Dennis & Patti Stefani
Siblings :::: *Eric & TOdd (twO brOthers) and Jill (her Only sister)
COllege:::: *Cal State FullertOn CoOllege
Natural Hair COlOr :::: *BrOwn (all thOugh she is knOwn fOr her BlOnde hair)
HOw Gwen met Gavin ROssdale (her husband) ::: *In 1996...at a cOncert she was playing at with her band!
The Necklace ::: *The "G" represents Gavin's initial
Where & When they were Married :::: * 2002........St. Paul's Church in COvent Garden, LOndOn
tell you more later !
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just cant sleep
i cant bear to think
about the things that scare
scare away the things i once loved
i want to love them again
i want to live
and forget
just take me away
surprise me with that one thing
that will bring me back
to the life i once lived
there is only one that can do that
and it isnt gonna happen cus i think he hates me
i dont want him to love me
i just want him to miss me
like i miss him
i dont love him
but i do miss him
i miss the sweet sincere
just the thought that someone is there
for me if and when i need them
i miss you ... i dont think you kno ... and you probably wont kno .. but i do and i always will !
Ox***still at my aunts ... prolly be home on like saturday ! ***xO
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nothing is new... i am at my aunts
THE END
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[11 Jun 2005|02:05pm] |
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`*WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*fill this out for me =)~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
1. Your name:
2. What You Think About Me:
3. Am I one of your friends?:
4. Am I nice to you?:
5. HONESTLY what do you think of me?:
6. Do you ever think about me off line?:
7. What do you like best about me?:
8. What annoys you most about me?:
9. Two words to describe me:
10. Do you notice a strange habit I have?:
11. What is the nicest thing I have done for you?:
12. When you hear my name what do you think of?:
13. What is my best feature?:
14. What person do you picture me with?:
15. Would you ever go out with me?
16. Would you ever kiss me?
17. Would you ever take a trip to a deserted island with me?
18. Have you ever kissed me?
19. Have we ever.. uhh?
Put an 'X' or a remark for Each one that Refers to Me
20. Ugly -
21. Fun -
22. Caring -
23. Nice -
24. Sweet -
25. Mean -
26. Weird -
27. Crazy -
28. Smart -
29. Stupid -
30. Dark -
31. Bright -
32. Funny -
33. Beautiful -
34. Bitch-
34. How well do you know me?:
35. When is my birthday?:
36. My middle name:
37. Who do I like?:
38. What grade am I in?:
39. My age:
40. Any siblings:
41. What color are my eyes?:
42. What color is my hair?:
43. What school do I go to?:
44. What is my favorite color?:
45. Say something you really mean about me:
i get to go to the pool ne one wanna join -- find a way to port huron and you can !! :D
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[11 Jun 2005|12:41pm] |
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You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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[10 Jun 2005|06:40pm] |
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i wanna feel that touch
a touch that cares
a touch that i care about
but then again
i dont want to feel the hurt
i like tha pain
but the hurt is just too much
besides i cant even find the touch
touch me
dont
again
im not begging
i am just desperate
no i am not
but ill let you think that
so that i can get what i want
from you what i want is just as good
as what you want
but how would i kno
if you were just using me
as if i am using you
even tho i am
touch me
ill touch you
ill make you feel
how i feel
but if you dont feel
then obviously there is nothing there
but still touch me
we can pretend
cant we ???
i have no effing clue where in the hell that came from
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[06 Jun 2005|02:28am] |
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sucked into it all
just like a tornado
it catches me
and takes all my rights
i want to break free
but i am too little
i wish i was the tornado
i want to take whatever i want
i could think of a lot of things
i could destroy
i could create
i could crash
to be the best
is to hold the ultimate power
rage
anger
hatred
emptiness
it has taken me to the fullesst
and now i live in the dark
i hope none of you do to me what they did.
i am at MRS*FLEMINGS
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[03 Jun 2005|05:36pm] |
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when i think of you
ii think its true
but when i see you
im thinking a little different
sometimes i think that i love you
but then i relize i only like you
maybe not even that
maybe ill fi^^^gure that out
why do things have to be so complicated
i wish i could understand everything that i feel
O well maybe one day i will
i just hope i dont regret anything when i do realize it
i think i want you 18*1*19*16
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[22 May 2005|04:33pm] |
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high school drama is the worst
i cant believe that ppl cant just grow up
why do ppl have to talk shit when it aint even their business
just let it go
whatever happens is obviously meant to happen enless there is something that you did wrong.
take your time,
your whole life is not in high school
so fucking hold you horses
and when something goes wrong,
there will always be another oppertunity
today it is shitty outside so i am not doing anything except sitting at *mima's
yesterday me, mima, and shana hung out for a lil bit and then we went up to the track and met up with dave, spic, jamie and steve.
and that was my whole weekend.
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| Mellow is exciting of full of surprises ! |
[03 May 2005|08:43pm] |
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today ::: was pretty cool, i havent talked to lexi in a long long time ! but today i hung out with her. i think that the thing that is going on with our skool is pretty messt up but in a way. it is reallly funny that evryone is bein mean to each other. but i did NOT like it when everyone wasnt talking to me. so i will keep my mouth Shut. my sis is goin to mackinac for 3 days YES SHE WILL BE GONE jk jk well it will be wierd knoing that she will be so far away. well i am gonna go maybe i will update some other time since lex needs to go on and i have to go home. meg megG i love you >>>we§§¡¡ i love you too , i will miss you while you are in Mackinac! i love you guys ! bye bye!
love jan janN (spanky bottoms << nick name given to me by lexi}}+
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[25 Apr 2005|12:01pm] |
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i love you meg megG even tho you think that i am insane. i am so HAPPY right now. i think this is the best weekend i have had in a loong long time. thank you meg for bringin me to your aunts. i love Nina but she can be so damn annoying. and sean is so halarious! hah i love you family ! MR. Fleming is so weird.... shh i never said thaat. jk but neways GOOD NITE
o and alicia i have no more to say to you hunn. i hope thaat life treats you well. and hope that you can learn the way of this world sweetie.
well im going to go
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[24 Apr 2005|11:12am] |
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i am at Mrs. Flemings {{ Leighton }} well just to let everyone kno that }} i think {{ everything with me and meg are cool. but life throws us curves so you can never predict what is gonna happen ! :( nothings really new besides tha fact of alicia << you talk bout megan twisting things round >> i kno tha things that you say bouut ppl and you better watch out ~ not for me ~ but for other ppl let me tell you .. you are getting ppl pisst @ you for all tha shit that you talk , and you kno another thing alicia !? you are almost 15 and you still bring you MOMMY into your problems. well i have to go i will finish with you later ALICIA!!!!
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